Yesterday was not good at all. Everything went wrong. I did not feel good due to the meds I was taking. It made me sick, literally sick. I do not ever want to experience anything like that again! It was horrible! Now is not the right time for me to be going through all of this stuff! I still cannot sleep, or eat like I normally do; everything taste funny.
I never thought this would happen to me. I was fine util it made me sick. I felt like I was going to have a complete meltdown. I just do not know what to think about it all. I am having mood swings like nobody’s business, and these hot flashes are kicking me where the sun don’t shine. It is like I am a whole different person. My emotions are through the roof, and I cannot make it go away. I suppose it is going to have to run its course.
I hope that today will be better. I hope that next week will be better than this week, because this really sucked. Well, I guess I am going to call it a morning. I suppose I will feel better so I can go to work whenever I awake, but who knows? My body will let me know if I am strong enough to push a cart with everything on it. All I know is that I am tired of all of this pain that I am going through. For certain I should come out of all of this shing like new money. I never thought that I would experience something of this magnitude. It was deplorable. I hope my coworker did not recognize me in the ER on the stretcher. Well, it happened and I cannot do anything about it. How was I supposed to know that I was alergic to it, I had not ever taken it before. I would not recommend that to anyone. Well, until I see the new day, stay sweet just as you are.
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